Thursday, January 29, 2009

Kicked away....

"If you talk to me like this
I can't concentrate on my work"

And the millisecond hope candle blows away.....

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Hope

In the entire 24 hours
Your focus was just work

I just needed a second
Of your focus

I just needed a second
Of your attention

I just needed a second
To share my stresses with you

I just needed a second
Of your love

I just needed a second
Of your warmth

It's so hard to understand
that you're busy
But I'm trying hard to be supportive
And not get angry or frustrated

But it gets hard
When I keep making
My hopes smaller and smaller
And yet they don't get met

I just needed a second
To be close to you
To know that I'm still
Within your heart

I'll start tomorrow
With the hope of
A millisecond

Monday, January 26, 2009

How do I forget you?

You're busy with work
And focused into it
Whereas I'm lost in love
Trying to get a hold of
Your attention and love
But you seem too lost somewhere else

I understand that you're busy
But its not fair
That I have to spend my time alone

I know you're busy
Trying to make a better future for me
But if you forget to
Talk with me
Then how would I be
In your future?

All I need from you is
When you return from work
To talk with me
To give me some attention

I spend my entire day alone
Just thinking about you
Imaging I'm with you
Emailing you letters
Sending you msgs
Waiting for the night to come
To share my day with you

But the night comes
And you're too tired
And hungry
And you have more work to do
If I don't understand you now
I'm being unreasonable again

The next morning
Just follows suite
And so on
Till the weekend comes

We enjoy for a bit
Then again your focus is back
Again to your work
All you did was
Talk about how much work
You had
Yet you spent the entire
Weekend with me.

Yes I know the tables have turned
I was busy before
And you were the one who'd say
That I'm ignoring you
Even though I made sure
That I'd try to be with you
For every step
And I would still maintain
Our communication.

Things have changed
Love doesn't seem to be important
To you anymore
Since you have conquered it

But why do you forget that
Love is a constant process
And shouldn't be replaced with work

Love is not to be forgotten
And it isn't a task to do
It's like air
Do you forget to
Breathe when you are busy?