Confused againn...

My sweetheart
I want you to
Confide in me
I want you to
Trust me
I just want you to
Share each detail

Tell me everything
'Coz I wanna be a reflection
Of your mind
Wanna know everything
That you think
Wanna know everything
That makes you happy
Wanna know everything
That makes you sad
So just lose yourself
Completely into me
Till you'd find no difference
Between yourself and mine

For I don't want you
To hesitate
Just want you to feel free

Free yourself
Your mind your body your soul
In mine
And tell me everything
Regardless of the subject
For no matter what
The respect that ma eyes
Hold for you
Wouldn't fade away
With a smile
And wouldn't even wipe away
With a tear
'Coz sweetheart I love you
For who you are
So never be scared
To tell me everything

It's true I won't be
Able to handle everything
I won't be able
To understand some things
I won't be able
To heed proper advice
I won't be able
To tell you the right words
I won't be able
To help you
I won't be able
To solve your troubles
I won't be able
To end your worry
And I might just
Add more to it

Knowing all this well
It really scares me
'Coz I know I don't
Live upto your expectations
But I still want you
To share with me
'Coz I just wanna
Be beside you
Not only through the good times
But all the time

Hope I don't mess things
Just by my presence
But I just can't figure out
That despite being so unhelpful for you
I still just wanna be with you
Wanna be yours
Wanna be beside you
I hope I'm not being selfish
And forgive me if I am
But I just wanna spend
Every second of ma life with you

No matter if the clock
Strikes good or bad
My darling I still wanna be yourss...

Sweetheart I'm losin ma mind over you......I cn't even figure out wat I'm tryin to say...'coz mayb sumtimes...wen u jst wanna sumthin...u say everythin but tht....words jst cn't xpress ma feelingssss......'coz ma sweetheart I love you like crazyyyy...

My baby!

My sweetheart
You're my baby
I love to take care of you
You don't bother about yourself
But I'm here to do that

So I'll shower my love on you
And treat you like a baby
Make you listen to me
For I wanna pamper you
And take deep care of you

Share your sorrows
And I'd turn them
Into joy

Share your problems
And I'd solve them
Just for you

Share your life
And I'd change the
Meaning of Life !

For I'd tuck you to bed daily
With a goodnight kiss
Promising that your day
Would began with a smile

Don't lend me a deaf ear
Listen to me
For this is how I'll love you

So baby let me love you!

Simply busy!

I'm losing your priority
I'm losing your love
I'm losing you

I know I'm no more
Imporant to you

I know you don't
Want to care for me

I know that
I'm becoming a burdern

I know that
You're work is more important

Keep working
In the end
Don't return to me
For I'd told you
Your future at present
You were simply
Too busy
Too busy for me
Too busy for yourself
Just busy!

You're my Dream

What have you done to me?
Suddenly everything
Has turned colourful
Suddenly everything
Seems to blossom
Suddenly love's the thing
That I can't stay without
Suddenly I can see
Paradise in your eyes
Suddenly everything
Seems so right
Suddenly everything
Is just so perfect

Too perfect to be true
As much as it hurts
To even think about it
I know that this is
Going to melt down

The faster it was built
The quicker will be it's fall

I know that
I'll start hating you
For what you are

I know that
I'll start changing you

I know that
I'll want you to
Bend in my way

If not for me
Maybe you'd do it
Maybe you'd change me

'Coz you know
That I'm yours
And that's the assurance
That you have

Maybe that's what
Would wanna make
You hurt me

Maybe that's
Why everything would shatter
Shatter into pieces
Pieces so small that
The tinyer they get
The deeper they dwell
Dwell deep within
That the scar would be
Too deep to ever heal

I'm just hoping that
My dream doesn't come true

(inspiration was the beautiful song " I just wanna spend my life with you" from Neal nd Nikki...which is the perfect song..the lyrics are amazing...just explains it all...everythin! )

Confused

Betraying your trust
Disobeying your rules
Being a rebel
Lying to you

Hollowing our bond
Just to build another one
Is it right?

Will this new relation
Built on a foundation
Of falsehood last?

I feel guilty
For my every action
Which I keep erasing
Keep removing all trails
That would lead you to him
'Coz it'll lead me to shame

For I broke your trust
I lied to you
I'm guilty of it all

Yet I repeat this
Day in and day out
'Coz his single letter
Seems to sing melodies
That reach deep within
And remain treasured forever

For a second
It could seem wrong
But at the other
It'd all turn perfect
With a touch of his love

If it's a crime
To love him
Then it'd be a crime
To live

For I merely breath
When I'm alone
But I live
With him around

The bitter truth remains
Untouched
Unheard
Unthought
For it'd be revealed
With a touch of our destiny

I love you sweetheart
Alas! Is it right?
Or Is it wrong?

A Goodnite Kiss

Throw away your tensions
Throw away your worries
Throw away your troubles
Throw away your problems

As I kiss you goodnight
Promising you of
A goodnight's sleep
That would awaken
You with solutions
Making your tomorrow
A brighter one

Steer clear from your worries
For I'm here
Right beside you
Go to sleep my sweetheart
Good nite!

Only yours

I'm not your girl
I'm not your angel
I'm not your life
I'm not your future

Yet why can't
I think right?

Can't look at another guy
Can't talk freely
Can't spend time with him
Can't be with him
Can't be frank
Can't be normal
For I feel commited to you

Wanna hide myself
From everyone else
And be open just to you

Every second of life
That I have on earth
I want it to be
Just for you
Not for anyone else

My smile
My secrets
My jokes
My tears
My life
Reserved for you

You might not be mine
But I'm yours
Yours forever!

Love Challenge

Love can't be that easy
You propose
And I accept it

Then I'm yours
And your mine

Is that really love?
Why does it seem
Like just another form
Of friendship?

Love's got to be more
Than friendship
It's gotta to be a challenge
The further the distance
The more it's worth

It's not just about loving you
It's about not losing out on you

It's not just about the lovely words
It's not about flattery
It's not the romantic things

It's just the way
You make me feel
With your words of silence
Which speak volumes
Of your love for me

So just be yourself
Your usual self
Which doesn't want me
But deep down inside
Loves me
Adores me
Misses me
I like it that way
I like to see through you
Through your words
Into the deeper you
Into the real you

Polish a diamond
And it's radiance increases
Make the path to your heart tougher
And I'll cherish you forever
Never to be lost
Just forever mine
And mine forever

U & I

I always walked
Under the black clouds
But you showed me
The everlasting sunshine
That gleamed through ma sorrows

I always felt the
Loneliness of the night
But you befriended me
With the twinkling stars
That accompanied ma fears

I'm always hurt
By the thorns of the rose
But you made me smell
It's sweet aroma
That made the pain heavenly

I always looked at
The mountains as an obstruction
But you envisioned them
As just pieces of rocks
Easiest to climb

I always took
Water for granted
But you encaptured it's strength
In the gushing waterfalls
That wouldn't let it be mistreated

I always saw
The ugly in the good
You always saw
the good in the ugly

'Coz sweetheart
You're truely ma blessing
You're ma guiding light
And I can't live without you
Coz you're the one for me
Who's come down from heaven
To be mine

I love you sweetheart...and I can't loose you...

Your words!

Surrounded myself with you
Built my whole world
Around you

Only you had the
Entry to my heart
Only you were the closest
So close that
Your every word
Reached straight inside my heart
And remained edged

You gained top priority
Your few words
Seemed like diamonds
Rare yet so valuable

Your one word
Soars my spirit
Shows me hope
Makes my presence worthy

But when your words
Are not right
Their every letter
Sends tremors
Shaking my entire world
Crashing it into pieces
Pieces so small
Which make me lose
Not only you
But myself too !

My lil world

I run away from
The whole world
Just to be in your arms

When I'm with you
I find such care
Such concern
Such love
I find solace
With which I can live

For everytime something
Seems wrong
I still seem to smile
'Coz you're always
The right thing
In my wrong world

No matter what happens
I'll make it through
'Coz you are like
My guardian angel
Who' s been sent down
From heaven
To make my world
A little heaven
Sweetheart
Thanks for being there

Hope you wouldn't
Ever leave me alone
'Coz when you're gone
Everything seems so wrong

Every little thing
Makes me shed a tear
I just want you
By my side
Sweetheart
Return soon
Missing you so much!

Hate Love

I hate love
'Coz it makes me dream
Makes me run from reality

I hate love
'Coz I wanna grab
What I can never reach

I hate love
'Coz it makes me sensitive
To your every word

I hate love
'Coz it ties me to a bond
That I'd never really have

I hate love
'Coz it makes me near to you
Yet I'm still miles away

I hate love
'Coz i just can't stop loving you
Even though it hurts me so much

I hate love
'Coz it stops ma mind
And ma heart takes control

I hate love
'Coz it makes me
expect the unexpected

I hate love
'Coz i become impractical
But I'm jst blinded by hope

I hate love
'Coz it makes me feel
Like I can't ever live without you

I hate love
'Coz it makes me love you even more
It makes me want to
Care for you
It makes me want to
Treasure you
It makes me want to
Shower my affection on you
It makes me want to
Posses you forever

Ma sweetheart
I hate love
Yet I love you
Why??????

Love's a huge rollercoaster ride...yet it makes you 4got da downs nd cherish those cutest moments that you have shared....I knw i'm in da lowest spot right now....nd da only way i'll reach up high is with you.....waitin to see da sight above with you...hopin i'll get thru dis wit u right beside me